It already is a year since you passed, but to me it seems as if you were just yesterday. This past year has been the worst of my life I have had the hardest time being without you I always had you to be here for me to do everything for me you were my everything and life for me is so different now. I don't cry as much as I use too, I still speak to you everyday, I feel your presence around me all the time and I do pick up on the little signs you give me. You were telling me before you passed "sue you know what to do" I know now what you meant. I got your car running and I should be driving it within the next month. I also went and picked up the bomb from R. and now it is sitting in our driveway I know that you want our son to have it but I am debating on whether to give it to our daughter I believe they will keep in the family as you wanted and they can afford to fix it, can you please let me know show me a sign that I will be able to understand on who to give it too. I still miss you like crazy and I have all your pictures in a collage that I made and I am keeping your memory alive and I say your name or tell a story of you everyday. Our grand-daughters still talk about you and when they come over we all say our Hello's to you I know that I will be with you again one day but for now I hold on to our memories and your strength is what keeps me going everyday. There will never be another to take your place. I am okay with all my love FOREVER MINE your wife Sue