In a couple of weeks it will be your Death-versary. It has been a year already since your passing. It still is so hard for me. I think of you everyday and your memory will last forever. I miss you so much, it feels like only yesterday you were here. I still cry everyday, and people think I am crazy cause I talk to you as if you are right next to me, and I know you are in spirit. This time last year you were in the hospital, and were getting better since you were admitted on July 20, 2012. I was by your side everyday, I slept in your room with you and I remember you saying "Sue, I will never forget this" and I said "what CL, never forget what?" you said, "that you were by my side the whole time" I said "where else would I be I don't have any were else I would want to be. I said "CL, please get better cause I can't make it without you" and you said " I know sue you can't Im gonna fight I'm gonna get better" I told you okay then don't talk that way, I need you CL, we been together for 25 years and I can't be without you I love you with all my heart, and I watched you get better, and the hospital was getting ready to send you to nursing home, that's when I went home cause you told me to go get some clothes and come right back, and you said "sue Hurry okay, hurry back" we live two hours from hospital so I left hospital late around 6pm, my sister gave me a ride to the house and I was going to head back to hospital the following morning. Which would of been Friday, Aug. 31, 2012 That morning I called hospital and they said you were sleeping and doing well, I was waiting for ride to take me back to hospital. then I don't know what happened cause you were better then I get call for me to hurry cause they didn't think you were going to make it I still don't understand and don't think I ever will so you were called home on this blessed day August 31, 2012-Friday at 9:35pm A special Tribute will be done for you on this Special Day. Till I see you again